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you say goodbye...? I say hello! [11 Nov 2003|09:35pm]
[ mood | content ]


Hey peoples. Because I've been totally irritated by my current livejournal and some of the people it's associated with [and harassed by "you're goth!" and "you're not goth!" and "its stupid to be goth!" people, plus people that I really don't want reading my journal], I've decided to just get over it and move to a name that matches my new hotmail.

SO...from this moment on, all of my posts will be henceforth written at chibsi.

This new journal will be friends only. Because ...I can do that. I think. I dunno! :P

SO, if you'd like to be a part of my LIFE *gasp* leave a comment on the journal. Because I don't really know half of the people who've just ADDED me...cause they don't comment. And it bugs me. So...yea. Take the time to comment, and I'll take the time to post :]

Recap: You MUST leave a comment in chibsi under the friends only post to get added. That's the only way you'll get added, pretty much. And if you want to stay added, then add me to your list. Because once I find that I'm off your list...I think you're uninterested and delete the name! :x Sorries, but its what I gotta do. <333

<333 chibster
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mall trodding [08 Nov 2003|12:38am]
[ mood | sore ]

I think I traumatized some girl in the restroom at the mall today. According to Sarah and Sasha she looked quite disturbed...people are just weird.

I found some hair accessories I really like in Ardene's. They're spiffy! Plus a cute 2g black and red talon for $11.99 [get second 50% off]. So, I think I might go down there eventually and one day get some new hair accessories. I just have the red bows I've had for about a year now and two headbands I got at the dollar store [which rock! booyea] XD

I think I might gauge up my left ear tonight. Maybe. I dunno.

Watched Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas tonight...nearly pissed myself laughing. Then watched some Rob Zombie videos on Sasha's disc thingie that I WAS GONNA BUY BUT I LET HER CAUSE I'M SO NICE. A cd and dvd for like $15.99...awesome deal.

I need to get ready for monday...I have to finish my grade. It's terrible. I'm nervous. I hope I get an A in english. I HAD BETTER. GRRRR....95% on my final exam. I'm really disappointed in the answers I got wrong...they were just stupid questions that I could've easily known the answer to if I'd been taught that particular grammatical rule. *snort*

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gibbled [08 Nov 2003|12:28am]
[ mood | sore ]

As many of you don't know, I was born with a "deformed" toenail on my big toe on the left foot. When I was born, it was very small, black and yellow. The doctor said he knew nothing of why it should be there, but that I'd be fine.

It's extremely sensitive, thick, brittle and painful. I lose the nail on a regular basis and a new one grows back. It is about half the size of my regular large toenail on my right foot, and instead of growing up away from the source, it seems to grow out and curl under.

I've gone all my life being teased about it, grossing girls out whenever I wore sandals in the playgrounds or go swimming. It's not a very pleasant thing, but I'm really used to it and its just what I am.

Here are some things according to girl.com that I might have issues with

Thick yellow nails: can be the cause of long term use of the antibiotic tetracycline, now if you are not taking antibiotics then you do not need to know what this drug is for. Another reason for nails in this condition can mean a reflection of diseases of the lungs, thyroid gland, or lymphatic system (this does not mean you have all three).

Curled nails, otherwise known as 'clubbing': You cannot mistake clubbing of the nails. Clubbing signifies problems with the heart, liver, colon, or lungs. If this is occurring see your doctor immediately for some tests.

Spooning: which look like large indentations vertically across the nail, this may suggest a low iron count (anaemia). If you have these 'bumps' you are likely to be low on iron. A simple blood test from your doctor will confirm this diagnosis. If you have anaemia, alterations in your diet will be required, along with iron supplements. For worst case scenarios, a blood transfusion may be required, however this is unlikely.

I still think that I have thyroid problems, but no one listens. I do have lung problems, I contracted bronchial pneumonia when I was a week old. But, afterall, it is just ONE nail, right? *shrug*

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stripped [06 Nov 2003|05:42pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

I am getting to the point of zero tolerance for people who can't determine the difference between nudity and pornography, or sensuality and sexuality. Nudity is such a raw, beautiful, sacred thing. Why can't these people understand that? Is there something morally wrong about depicting a tasteful, realistic representation of the female body? Or the male body? I just can't seem to comprehend how someone's state of mind could be that askew about such a beautiful thing. Are they that insecure about themselves that they just deny that humans can be so vulnerable to cover up their own vulnerability? Are they so ashamed of their own race?

Even if they're bible thumpers, shouldn't they be accepting of nudity? Adam and Eve were nude and without shame, right? Wasn't that supposed to be a beautiful time before sin? The closest the human race was to God??? I just don't get it.

I just can't seem to understand what kind of thought processes they have. It makes no sense to me, and I wish I could make sense of it because it's seriously irritating me. I hate only having my own point of view. I need to understand this.

Help!? :(

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oh robbie... [06 Nov 2003|02:29pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I still haven't gotten Robert Plant's new album..I really wanna hear the Band of Joy stuff....*sob*

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I'm watching you O_o [06 Nov 2003|02:24pm]
[ mood | stiff ]

Okay...I'm bored. So...add yourself to my LJ cluser mappie. Cause..I need to know these things. For some reason...my long+lat was gibbled so its about....50km too far to the west. Or so.

I'm trying to get all my Livejournal friends' locations plotted on a map - please add your location starting with this form.
(Then get your friends to!)

*starts planning courses to see her favoritest bestest livejournal pals...IT COULD BE YOU!* *points*
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AH! [05 Nov 2003|11:51pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I hate ebay sellers who have serious sticks up their asses. ESPECIALLY to Canadian customers. I'm trying to ask these people things so that I CAN GIVE THEM MONEY. God, you'd think they'd be happier to have someone interested. I'm seriously getting pissed off at these anal U.S. only sellers. God. Get a life...and some salesmanship skills too. No need to insult someone who asks a question about your auction. Get over yourselves.

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hmmm [05 Nov 2003|11:48pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I think I got a keloid on my labret. It hurt so bad the day before yesterday, and yesterday as well. I think it was caused by the severe cold and the stress it caused on my face. It's not my fault I didn't have a scarf, no matter how much I begged for one.

I'm not sure if that's what it is...its a little tiny lump next to the piericing, no discoloration but only right on the edge where the labret backing impression is. A little tiny bit of white tissue...VERY little bit. >___< It seems to be feeling a lot better though...maybe it'll heal on its own? :\

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hello, mr. andrews [05 Nov 2003|10:15pm]
[ mood | content ]

I had a decent time out tonight seeing The Matrix: Revolutions. Although...I was by myself. So...that stunk. Being shy and the such. But I met a two chicks, one named Bridget and some other girl. They were so fucking cute. High strung excited Matrix premiere geek fans. I met a guy named Paget, he was a nifty dude. Apparently he was a frequent visitor of suicidegirls.com. @.@; I think he kinda thought I was hot...maybe, I dunno. Probably never seen a Cranbrook girl look the way I do.

Very climactic. I loved the seige of the docking bay thingie ma-jig. That was pretty much my favorite part. I urge you to see it, I thought it was great and passed by really quickly, unlike Reloaded that seemed drawn out and I dont' even think it set up the third the way it should have. *shrug*

GOD did I EVER LOOK CUTE AS FUCK tonight. Oh my god. I loved my outfit. DEAR GOD. I wish I had friends and brought my camera along....cause I was just the cutest thing going. There was one guy in a very nice Neo trenchcoat. A PROPER neo trenchcoat that does up the side of the chest. That isn't a gay ass kindergoth pleather duster. It looked HOT. I thought Keanu Reeves was standing behind me. ^____^

Go see it. And come and be my friend so we can go to the mall and take piccies of our cute selves :D

....and Hugo Weaving is fucking gorgeous. YUM!

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dum dum di di dum [04 Nov 2003|11:23pm]
[ mood | sore ]

This is for a special request by twisted_kii. :D Three charcoal drawings! Arrr...the scanner makes them look really weird. I think its the direct bright light @_@;

what have I got in my pocketttt o.OCollapse )
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heeheee! [03 Nov 2003|01:58pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Here's a picture I just received today; it's myself and my favoritest art teacher in the world, Mrs. Bonnie Hayes. She rocks the casbah!! Heehee..She made a special trip to my school to present the art award cause I was sick and didn't know about the high school's ceremony. What a super sweetheart :] <3333!!

I was soooooo shy...there were like 30 people crowded around my study carrol. That NEVER happens...I'm off in a little side room by myself most of the time. *nervous smile*

The award reads:


Certificate of Achievement

Awarded To:


For Outstanding Achievement In

Media Arts 11

September 24, 2003

*signed by Mrs. Hayes and the principal, Mr. Toyota*

Magical...isn't she the cutest?? :D OUTSTANDING ACHEIVEMENT MAN...OUTSTANDING. lol roflmao Behind the award I'm holding my kickass hardcover sketchbook that I got for a gift. It's so rockin...I am in love with the texture of the paper, it's magnificent. Acid free....really bright. She wrote an inscription on the inside:

Congratulations Heidi

Top Visual Arts 11 Award

"Since you are like no other being ever created since the beginning of time, you are incomparable."
-Brenda Ueland

:] <333
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obsessive? youuuu bet [03 Nov 2003|10:49am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

I just realized I still need to get 11 more volumes in the History of Middle Earth series. GAH! I only have The Book of Lost Tales #1. What a loser am I?? -_____-;;; AND I still need my own copy of the Adventures of Tom Bombadill ;____;! *sad* ...Plus The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien. GAHHHH! The adventure continues

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GAHHHH [03 Nov 2003|08:41am]
[ mood | cold ]

I just walked twenty some odd blocks to school. It's FREAKIN COLD OUT. *red nose* >___< I can't feel my face. My armpits burn they're so cold. ITS COLD. BRRRRRR! *snort*

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yeah!!!! [02 Nov 2003|03:10pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

My cousin just phoned me from Lethbridge!! YAYYYY! She says she's coming home for christmas and wants to give me a piercing or two for a present....plus whatever else I want to buy. *squeak* YAYYY...she's such a sweetheart. I love her so much, she's always been so nice to me no matter what ^_____^!! I miss her lots :( I go like a year without seeing her at a time...*sniff*

Yahooooo!!! ^____^ That just totally made my day.

OKAY....I want some more input on what piercings I should get. SO IF YOU READ THIS, LEAVE A COMMENT! Cause I love your guys' opinions, cause you're all so rockin'. :D

*hop!* I think I'll get one piercing now, like really soon at a local shop, so by the time it heals I can be ready for another round ^____^ *hop* YAY!!

Now I gotta get my face on and get some frames for my art show, then exercise my fat butt off. :x *jiggle* Ohhhh I'm so happy :"D

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yes, i watch antiques roadshow religiously [02 Nov 2003|03:02pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I just saw two sets of autographs on two tour programs from the Beatle's 1964 tour on Antiques Roadshow. PLUS it had two pairs of Ringo's drumsticks....appraised at upwards of $80,000.

...Well, I learned that if I ever wanted to get a Beatles autograph, it'd cost me around $10,000 - $20,000 per autograph @_@; *squawk* I'll never get John's autograph ;_; But I'm gonna marry Sean, I tells ya! I WILL...he'll be mine. I'll be John Lennons daughter in law. *shriek* ^____^

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for your life [02 Nov 2003|12:12pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Oooble doooble...

ghastly boredCollapse )

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blah [02 Nov 2003|02:05am]
[ mood | irritated ]

I need sex. Or booze. Or both, maybe....I hate booze, but I think I need it.

I need some love ....*little sad face*

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EOSGMESGMRP V@#%@$^ !!! [02 Nov 2003|02:02am]
[ mood | irate ]

I think I haven't been this irritated by a computer in a long while. I hate this piece of shit DELL reject mother fucking stone age box. GAH. 3 gigs of hd, probably 10 mb of RAM.. my god.

ImageReady was being so slow, I was just about freaking out [I did the silent weird facial expressions and choking motions at the computers general direction thing so I wouldn't get in trouble] and UGH. I spent like two hours animating this banner I've been putting off making for like a month. *sigh* I'm disappointed.

And to add to it all, I have severe stiffness in my neck and shoulders, so I took advil because they told me it'd relax my muscles...YEA RIGHT. It just made me completely and utterly nausious. YUCK. Yet, we have a nice special box of Robax-shit but I can't have any because I'm not like my sister and constantly sharing her ailments with everyone...and if I'm not bitching about them insecessantly, then apparently I don't have them. I don't need a reminder every 10 minutes that you have "flu like symptoms" and that "your neck hurts" or that "you don't feel good". Sure, I say things like "I feel sick today, blah blah" on my journal, but those kinds of things are what my journal is for; to say the things I can't say aloud. SO...let's recap. If you weigh 95 lbs, are really "pretty" and "independant", if you bitch about things all the time you constantly get whatever you want.

The hell is up with that.

OKAY...now let's take a peek at the banner. peekaboooooCollapse )

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denial is a wretched thing [01 Nov 2003|10:48pm]
[ mood | sore ]

I think that I should update my userinfo. It's morbidly old and needs refurbishing. Badly. *flinch* I really like what I did for the chubby_chibi user info, with the community rules. I think that looks swell...I should do something like that. *nods*

Hmmm...I'm gonna go run around my favorite lj user infos for a while and get some ideas ^_^ Don't be suprised if I rip *you* off too! ;D lol

check this out!Collapse )

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look zissssss waaay [01 Nov 2003|10:44pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I think I'm really content with the layout now...with the addition of some CSS effects and madness like that, I think it's about finished. :D YAY!


I fixed the title image...yayyy! Now it's all glowy! :D GO ME!


I can't decide between using my Robert icon and my lucky star one...they both match the layout @_@ EEEP! I can't decide!! *squirm*

lol. All in all, I think it looks pretty decent...considering it was just made courtesy of 3mp71n355's magical layout that I tried my damnedest to figure out the overrides to. I think it looks rather swell :] Sorry I was so impatient love, I just couldn't wait to do it! Otherwise I'dve loved for you to explain it to me :D

Hmm...what do you guys think? :x Suggestions are welcommmmme :D

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